November 30, 2004 3:00 PM

Hi...im tired...i want to play Maple Story...but i can't...because im at a computer in Haas, since I have a class later at 3:30...Maple Story is a fun game...you should play it too...itz free...download at www.mapleglobal.com

I wanna put my head down and sleep...but i dun wanna give up control of this computer...if i put my head down...someone will ask me if they could use the computer...and then i would have to say yes...but i dun want to give it up even tho i want to sleep...this sounds completely irrational...it must be due to the lack of oxygen in my brain because i want to sleep...did u kno that when ur body becomes very dehydrated...u become irrational as well? I learned that today in my organizational behavior class...we were doing a desert survival simulation...it was fun...if ur in the desert...dun take salt tablets...it will kill u...and u can make a small water supply by digging a hole and putting a raincoat in it...cool stuff...

I love the screaming toy...u whack it and it screams...its funny...my sister and my mom found it in our house...we dun kno where it came from...it was in a black box when they found it...wat a funny toy...the screams sound real...imagine if a small kid had that toy growing up...man...how messed up would they be...itz like...here lil' kid...learn to smack things and make them scream...wat a demented childhood...

Itz cold in Berkeley...this morning it was 37 degrees...high at 51 degrees...too bad itz not snowing yet...that would be super cool...then i can throw snowballs...ooh...maybe we can build a snowman on the parking lot in front of the student center...that would be uber cool...

I sound delirious right now...maybe i am...im tired...i think funny things when im tired...maybe i should be a standup comic...but everytime i go on stage...i'd have to not sleep for the past like 36 hours or sumtin'...that would interesting...but then i would have huge bags under my eyes...not that i dun have those already...i have bags under my eyes...did i tell u that yet? i think i did...whee...

Vicky next to me is being productive and doing some homework related stuff...i think thatz wat it looks like...im not being productive...im typing in this journal...im typing random thoughts...i like my sweater...it keeps me warm...itz a nice sweater...yay for nice sweaters...so stylish...yah...very...

I used to have a pencil case once...but now i dun...why do you need a pencil case...do you really need that many different writing things?...doesn't a pencil and a dark pen suffice...and u can throw in a big eraser and whiteout and u should be complete for ur writing needs...so why do you need a bag? ok fine...we can also add a highlighter...u dun need a bag for 3 writing things and 2 accessories...maybe itz jus' for the sake of having bags...girls like bags for some reasons...i like being a guy...i dun need bags...i can put my wallet in my pocket...and my phone in my pocket...and everything in my pocket...but i guess sometimes girls need bags...because u can't put pockets on skirts...and dresses...being a guy is great...we dun need to wear skirts and dresses...that would be ridiculously cold for this kind of weather...

Ok...i think that's enuff writing for now...

November 23, 2004 12:31 AM

Today i saw a raccoon clan of three when i was coming home at night from school...it was cool...i would of taken pictures with my camera phone...but it doesn't come with flash...i would of also tried to carry them home...but im afraid of rabies...

Yay for G-mail...i dun use it...but it increases competition in the free mail provider industry...which means my hotmail has been increased from a measley amount of space to 250MB with more file attachment size too...cool stuff...

I love how i got a free chiropractic appointment worth $20 for merely spending 5 minutes networking the doctor's computers...hahahaha...so great...if i do that all the time...that's like making $240 an hour...such cool stuff...

November 13, 2004 12:18 AM

I seem to be writing these things around twelve these past few times...sometimes i feel like writing stuff...but it takes too long to write...and sometimes i jus' forget...

I feel so not on top of things...i feel like i dun have too much extra time...but i do...i think itz cuz there's so many gaps...i dun have a lotta solid blocks...

I wonder if this is a current phase...but i feel maybe a lil' socially and academically inadequate...maybe itz all in my head...cuz even tho i feel stupider as i grow older...i somehow manage to pull a's still...and in one class...i snatched one out of the only three a's given for a midterm...

There's this really annoying guy in one of my classes...he makes such narrow-minded, idiotic remarks...the whole class thinks he's pompous and stupid...but somehow i dun think he gets it...and then i wonder...wat if im jus' like him...and i dun realize that people may actually think im a mean-spirited, arrogant, condescending, yet sophomoric fool...

November 9, 2004 12:39 AM

Thank you so much everyone who signed the brown paper card...i am immensely touched...to come home and see that so many people care...

And a big round of applause for my sister Sheri who pulled it off...i am very impressed...wow...now that is an enormously thoughtful gift...and she baked a huge pig too...which she will help me eat of course...or else i wouldn't be able to finish it by the end of the semester...

And thank you Cando, Debby, Doug, Irene, Tina for spending the night with me even on such short notice of a dinner...i really appreciate all your friendships...i really do...

And thank you to everyone who also wished me a happy birthday...thank you all...

November 8, 2004 12:18 AM

Sandy the camel has...5 humps...

Sandy the camel has...5 humps...

Sandy the camel has...5 humps...

Go, Sandy, Go!

Boom boom boom...

Sandy the camel has...4 humps...

Sandy the camel has...4 humps...

Sandy the camel has...4 humps...

Go, Sandy, Go!

Boom boom boom...

Sandy the camel has...3 humps...

Sandy the camel has...3 humps...

Sandy the camel has...3 humps...

Go, Sandy, Go!

Boom boom boom...

Sandy the camel has...2 humps...

Sandy the camel has...2 humps...

Sandy the camel has...2 humps...

Go, Sandy, Go!

Boom boom boom...

Sandy the camel has...1 hump...

Sandy the camel has...1 hump...

Sandy the camel has...1 hump...

Go, Sandy, Go!

Boom boom boom...

Sandy the camel has...no humps..

Sandy the camel has...no humps...

Sandy the camel has...no humps...

Sandy is a...horse!

I'm 21...think of that...

November 4, 2004 6:48 PM

Dear Diary,

I'm tired. Somehow marketing briefs always end up stretching till 5 in the morning...even if i started on it a week in advance this time...it must be a curse...

The day after the election seemed to be kinda anti-climatic...you would think people would be making a bigger deal of it...the Republicans did completely swept the election...but no...itz as if nothing had happened...maybe California is jus' sulking...

Its cold and my skull is pulsing...and i feel physically dysfunctional...

Yay...retreat is this weekend...

Yay...next week should be fun...or at least very interesting...and perhaps entertaining to my friends as well...